Saturday, August 1, 2009

DREAMING.

Okay, i am writing this at 5:00 AM because i woke up and i don't want to forget any details if i go back to sleep and wait until later. So i have been praying continuously for heavenly and supernatural dreams ever since Youth America. And on July 25th in my journal i wrote:
 
"God I'm seeking you. -Today i began praying for supernatural things, dreams, passion, and fear for God.
I am totally in love with my Savior.
*dreams, spiritual gifts, supernatural things."

Sine then i have remained in a prayerful thought about all of these things i am seeking.

Last night i watched this Seven Signs of the Apocalypse show with my mom, which we always watch shows like that just about every week so it wasn't unusual or anything. I went to bed at about 11 PM, very worn out. Then the dreaming began..

We were at church (church of the harvest) i remember some people being there.. derek wilson for sure, erika and shane, my family, probably just the usual MWC people. And church was the same as always except worship.. During worship i got down on my face by the stage, Derek was next to me on his face praying as well and i just had this amazing vision of end times. It was so extremely clear that the vision was about Derek. He had a painting and it was of 3 horses. I believe it is of the ones in Chapter six in Revelation, but I'm not sure.. i was paying more attention to the voice it said something like "You will warn them, so they can be ready." It carried on saying things like that but not for a very long time.. then i started praying over Derek speaking and praying these things over him. For some reason, two ladies, i had never seen in my life, came up and told me to hush (at 2 different times) they told me to keep quiet.

So of course, when i woke up i had to come write. (:

But, when i woke up from this dream.. I had this painfully sharp urgency in my heart, like i have never ever had before.  I have always prayed for this urgency but only when the time was right. I had the feeling in my gut, and i started to pray in tongues, quietly, because my sister was next to me asleep.

This last night has been the best night of my life.. take this post how you want to but let it mean something to you. I love you all, or i wouldn't be asking you to read this. Are you one of the people we're supposed to warn? Do you need to get ready? Because this urgency.. it tells me that the time is coming. Maybe not in the next day, but within the next 30ish years. But it could be in 5 minutes, you never know.

Anyways, there is soooo much more i could write but i would just be rambling on and on.
I love you guys so so so much,
Bethany


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